I watched Betty recently and how she's dealing with goodbye. Betty is a character where she believes there's always hope and somehow things will turn around for everybody. and i believe her. Seeing how much she endure from Wilhemina Slatter just to write her own piece of thoughts inspires me. Nothing in this world come so easily. if it is, you'll be luckiest person i guess. coz as far as i cud remember, i have to earn every single thing in my life. you can't expect people to accept you just because they have to. you have to work it out, put some efforts just to be around with the people you love and like. and maybe, they'll love you back. maybe? sounds so negative. okay, definitely they'll love you back if you make efforts to do the same.
a friend of mine recently asked me why i never introduce him to my friends or family even though we are really close. before this i did wonder why i never do that. and now i know why. usually, i treat people with the same kind of treatment that i want people to treat me. you know, what goes around comes around. and i believe it. so if i've been treated badly, i dont give a damn of what happened to u. u see, coz when i like u as my friend, i usually dont mind putting up with u. of coz i will expect u to at least say hi occasionally and maybe hang out once a while. coz i know all of us has our own business and part of it would be being with each other.
i can't imagine how a person could live alone without their friends and family. or how could a person expect everybody to take care of them when they dont even bother about others. it's not something that just happened. it something u can choose. u choose to be happy when u wake up from ur sleep or u can choose to frown. u choose to be strong when u face any obstacles in life or u can choose to give up. same as friends, u can choose to be around them and take care of each other or u can choose to be alone and miserable. well, i supposed u can choose which person that u can ignore oso. heheh.
to all my super gorgeous friends, lydia, ain, awe, xue, mynah, ecah, esni, apap, arul and the rest of the gang.. which too many to mention here.. thanks so much for putting up with me and my bestfriend: moodiness/temper. hahaha. to my beloved super duper family, mak ayah, linda, ida, ikmal.. owh plus alin, bear and the rest of the clan, thanks for always being there for me. especially when i go wacko and over emo. heheh.. u r guys are the best.
to betty.. you inspire me! :)
