I've been thinking alot lately. about life, about myself, about my parents, about earning extra money, about friends.. alot.. seriously alot. then i found out that i'm actually living a good life despite a bit of hiccups here and there. i think i have been living a pretty good life all along.
i celebrated my birthday early this month, it was one of the best. even though there's no cake or party. i've been surrounded by gorgeous and lovely people who wished me all day long. i couldnt stop smiling. thanks gorgeous people!! you know who you are. then there's somebody i always thought would support me in everything i do ruined everything. manage to ruin my mood for the whole week! then i realize i am sooooo bloody stupid for listening to somebody who just cant stand to see me happy. i should have just ignore him from the very beginning.
after a while, i know things that would hurt you will make you stronger, i hope i am. and thanks to you, the jalan-jalan makes me feel me again. i luv going around and explore new things. its something fun to do. some people said i'm wasting my money by going jalan-jalan. but to me, it's something i need, a therapy for my over emo-temper-depress feeling. plus, doc said i should learn to manage my stress and this is how i'm doing it. may be some of us will be happy when they go for shopping, or some of us just stay home to relax, some enjoy good food, some spending their time with the love ones and for me, jalan-jalan would be the best.
Life is a bliss. Alhamdulillah.
